things i am currently doing to fix my feelings:

-eating chinese food even though i’m full

-buying useless stuff and still paying for other people even though they never pay me back

-going on tumblr, twitter, and facebook instead of doing anything productive 

-reading sad things like tumblr posts on why im a horrible person 

currently feeling:

-fat

-lazy

-underachieved

-broke

-overwhelmed 

-confused

-sad

-about to cry/ have a breakdown 

all of these emotions and thoughts are going through my head, and i’m getting lost.